Ok.. After tt horrible friday, things got slightly better. He called and tried to calm mi down. Because i was crying quite badly, I just wanted a little bit of coaxing from him and i will feel better. But he didnt do anything. So i complained to him, why is it that when he was feeling down, i had to be there to pull up his spirits, why cant he do the same for mi?
I said sth that kinda worried him. Although i feel that its really nth, i just said to vent out the frustrations in me. I told him i am sick of my life now. He got all worried, rising his voice asking me not to think tt way. And there i was, on the other side, trying to figure all why he got so anxious. I realised that he tot i was having suidical tots.. -_- diaoz..
So, at the end of the call, i was laughing. Lolx. He being so sweet wanted to make breakfast for me the next day, bcos according to him, it can definitely brighten my day.
The next day, Sat, I woke up and went over thinking he would be all ready. Sadly, he wasnt. Instead he was fretting over wat to cook cos he went to the market and bought everything that he could think of. Haha. So i helped him out alittle.
Our final products, French toasts, Hotdog omelette, hotdogs, red beans and cheesy chicken chop. (as breakfast). Packed things up and went over to sentosa for our little picnic. As the sun was burning hot tt day, within 2 hours, we gave up and went to wash up.
Afterwhich, we went over to Underwater World! I was so excited bcos the last time i went there i was onli a small kid. There's a new area for stringray feeding. Kind of fascinating, i nv seen stringrays behaving in tt kind of manner and i have never seen a stringray open its mouth!
and then the next attraction is the super duper gigantic fish! its kind of frightening cos its really unbelievably huge! lol.. I love the Angels of the Sea. Tried to capture some shark pictures, unforunately, a failure.
After tt saga, we went to the fish Reflexology where you are supposed to dip ur feet into a pond filled with small turkish fishes that will biiitttee at ur feeeetttt's dead skins.. hehe.. Nice ambience.. There's even a gentle pond and an aggressive pond. Very weird and ticklish feeling.. lol.. But after awhile, its quite nice.
The end results, i feel lighter and my soles are definitely smoother. Worth a try.. I'm gonna bring my mom there one day to try it out.. hehe..
Monday, September 24, 2007
Friday, September 21, 2007
ok.. charlene complained that i always dont update my blog.. sometimes its realli plain laziness to on the com and sometimes its too busy..
cant really rem the exact chain of events. But its always working, meeting up wif my frens, not to mention him as well. I realise mayb working shift is a good thing. I find that there's more time. lol.
ok.. I am actually quite unhappy these few days. Totally in a bad mood. Charmaine's grandfather passed away, so her party on sat was cancelled and there were some problems bcos i have already ordered her bday cake from her.
The stupid cake company ( Angie the choice ) wans mi to pay 50% of the amt if i cancelled it. They made such a big huha, plus their service was really bad. Imagine i was really busy at work, and i still had to take this kind of nonsense from them.
So i decided to call the hq. The receptionist being new routed me to another outlet instead. I was really mad. So i demanded that they do something abt it. In the end, they decided to give me vouchers for the full amt, But the voucher is a one time usage. So lame.. -_-
Plus these few days, work was terrible. I really cant work wif Siva. I cant work wif someone that have a bad working attitude. Tests that took me mayb 2 hours to complete, takes him one whole day. The other day, I just got alot of files over to segregate all the worksheets properly so that we know which one are the actual copies. That F *cking guy messed up everything the next day. I was so friggin mad! I decided to wash my hands off him. He really made work time totally unbearable.
and it so happened that my commissioning enginner is the extreme opposite of him. I really think both of them are driving mi nuts.
Really totally in a bad mood.
n i just had an argument wif my boy. so sickening. he just had to screw things up at the very wrong time. and knowing that i am in such a bad mood, he just did nth.
n ya, i cried myself to slp just now.
I think i might be suffering from some depression illness. ha/
cant really rem the exact chain of events. But its always working, meeting up wif my frens, not to mention him as well. I realise mayb working shift is a good thing. I find that there's more time. lol.
ok.. I am actually quite unhappy these few days. Totally in a bad mood. Charmaine's grandfather passed away, so her party on sat was cancelled and there were some problems bcos i have already ordered her bday cake from her.
The stupid cake company ( Angie the choice ) wans mi to pay 50% of the amt if i cancelled it. They made such a big huha, plus their service was really bad. Imagine i was really busy at work, and i still had to take this kind of nonsense from them.
So i decided to call the hq. The receptionist being new routed me to another outlet instead. I was really mad. So i demanded that they do something abt it. In the end, they decided to give me vouchers for the full amt, But the voucher is a one time usage. So lame.. -_-
Plus these few days, work was terrible. I really cant work wif Siva. I cant work wif someone that have a bad working attitude. Tests that took me mayb 2 hours to complete, takes him one whole day. The other day, I just got alot of files over to segregate all the worksheets properly so that we know which one are the actual copies. That F *cking guy messed up everything the next day. I was so friggin mad! I decided to wash my hands off him. He really made work time totally unbearable.
and it so happened that my commissioning enginner is the extreme opposite of him. I really think both of them are driving mi nuts.
Really totally in a bad mood.
n i just had an argument wif my boy. so sickening. he just had to screw things up at the very wrong time. and knowing that i am in such a bad mood, he just did nth.
n ya, i cried myself to slp just now.
I think i might be suffering from some depression illness. ha/
Sunday, September 09, 2007
one whole week of short updates...
I got my Sony W580!! lalala.. i am a happy girl now.. hehe.. but of cos it means i am broke lo.. haiz..
ok.. last week was a busy week.. Now i am working 8 to 5 but somehow i just find my time not sufficient? why like that..
Monday after work i went over his place cos i wanted to catch tt 9 oclock show on scv. Lol.
Tuesday i went home to acc my mom awhile before going back to his place to watch tt show.
Wednesday was meeting up wif my sec sch frens. Had dinner at marche at vivo and then a chill out session at gloria jean's. After tt i headed back to his place as its near.
Thursday i met up wif my darlings. Headed down to town for dinner. Took neoprints lol. n we went to catch 1408. Lame show! don't ever go to watch..
Friday i met up wif agnes, lz n rh for dinner at chinatown n some shopping session. Being so mountain-turtle, i dont even know where is people's park. lol.
Da Bao some porridge, frog leg n ba lu ku home for dear to eat. Agnes came over wif me, bcos i promised to acc her down to st james.
Sat met up wif charlene to sentosa. Afterwards, we headed down to chinatown wif lucas to walk walk and to see my leg. Went home early, as i was quite tired.
Today was family day at sentosa. Boring time there and the sun was super duper hot. Me n dear went to vivo to shop and catch a movie before rushing home as he needs to book in. I really really cant stand his boss, some how or rather, i feel that he is someone not organised n responsible enough. Lazy to go into details.
Gonna be a whole week i cant see him n am missing him right now. Poor elaine, Its gonna be 4 mths before she gets to see ivan. I think i would cry real bad if he goes away too. Girl, u got to be strong ok! We will be here for u ok.. =) Hugs..
I got my Sony W580!! lalala.. i am a happy girl now.. hehe.. but of cos it means i am broke lo.. haiz..
ok.. last week was a busy week.. Now i am working 8 to 5 but somehow i just find my time not sufficient? why like that..
Monday after work i went over his place cos i wanted to catch tt 9 oclock show on scv. Lol.
Tuesday i went home to acc my mom awhile before going back to his place to watch tt show.
Wednesday was meeting up wif my sec sch frens. Had dinner at marche at vivo and then a chill out session at gloria jean's. After tt i headed back to his place as its near.
Thursday i met up wif my darlings. Headed down to town for dinner. Took neoprints lol. n we went to catch 1408. Lame show! don't ever go to watch..
Friday i met up wif agnes, lz n rh for dinner at chinatown n some shopping session. Being so mountain-turtle, i dont even know where is people's park. lol.
Da Bao some porridge, frog leg n ba lu ku home for dear to eat. Agnes came over wif me, bcos i promised to acc her down to st james.
Sat met up wif charlene to sentosa. Afterwards, we headed down to chinatown wif lucas to walk walk and to see my leg. Went home early, as i was quite tired.
Today was family day at sentosa. Boring time there and the sun was super duper hot. Me n dear went to vivo to shop and catch a movie before rushing home as he needs to book in. I really really cant stand his boss, some how or rather, i feel that he is someone not organised n responsible enough. Lazy to go into details.
Gonna be a whole week i cant see him n am missing him right now. Poor elaine, Its gonna be 4 mths before she gets to see ivan. I think i would cry real bad if he goes away too. Girl, u got to be strong ok! We will be here for u ok.. =) Hugs..